Widowed? Divorced? Never Married? Bad Marriage?
Maybe you haven’t been ‘in love’ since your first love. Maybe you’ve fallen out of love. Maybe there’s no desire to have sex. Or maybe you’ve just given up.
Is it possible to fall in love with someone after a certain age? I’m not talking about falling in lust or falling in love with the idea of being taken cared for.
Is it possible to sexually desire someone? To feel overjoyed at a phone call ? To look forward to being with someone? To feel an attraction so strong that you actually daydream about being with him or her and can’t stop thinking about him? I’m talking about the whole deal. To want to be with someone because it feels so right and exciting at the same time.
Do the great powers that be agree with any self-doubt you might have? Let’s face it none of us look like we were in our teens or even forties anymore. And even if you’ve had tons of plastic surgery, great dermatological procedures, daily workouts and diligent dieting, the experiences you’ve gone through, can’t be eliminated with a little Botox..
Can love exist for people who’ve gone through heartbreak and lost? Or is love only reserved for the young, the beautiful, the affluent?
I have little tolerance for bullshit. I want to edit through an individual and get to his core. Maybe it’s because my biological clock is ticking, not for a baby but for the possibility of enjoying the next thirty plus years of my life (hopefully) in love.
Maybe the answer to true love is a website away or maybe it’s a pipe dream and loneliness is better since at least it’s real and not a delusion.